I’m really scared that there is no afterlife?

I\’m really scared that there is no afterlife?

There is this girl who is in my History class. Her name is Alissa and I really like her. I always stare at her in class and think about her every single day but I have always found it difficult to talk to her. This morning in class my teacher paired us in groups of four for a history project which due in 3 weeks and Alissa and I are in the same group and not just that but we go to her house for a group meeting this weekend. I can’t wait to get know her. Anyways I just got home a few hours ago (we have early dismissal all week thus week YAY) and I told my grandpa about this because he was the only one home(he just moved in with us so yeah) and he says that he can help plant some spy cameras in parts of her house. He grandpa is an expert on this because always plants spy cameras in our Asian neighbors houses because he has an Asian fetish. I am very excited about this I am very attracted to Alissa I really want to watch the bitch undress but at the same time it feels very creepy and I really would be invading on her privacy. What should I do?

Also I am very worried that when we die we will all become poop. I don’t want to become poop that is so disgusting. I have nightmares about having to deal with my horrible scent all day everyday. What can I do about this?